hmms just realised that it's not easy to understand someone. [okay, after living in my naive world of 'everybody is a nice person' for 17 years. sighh.] people usually have 2 sides but most of the time we only see their good sides. i hate it when i feel that my friend is so perfect & has many good points but only to realise that their bad points show only after a few years. that feeling sucks. and the ironic thing is the more open some people appear to be, they in fact are the harder ones to understand. cos you never really know what they are thinking and feeling. anyway, before i try to understand other people i should first try to understand myself. cos i don't know why i'm feeling this way.. again.

teared while watching "Holland Village" yest.. yangyang actually lost the person he loved most in his life! gdness. it's like even if he misses her there's nothing he can do anymore.. so sad! alrity i should stop being so emotional. but i guess we really have to treasure the people around us.. or we'll regret it if they're gone.